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He knows
he has nothing to fear
from Court to ballot-box.
A woman-Turk-academic?
Nothing to no one, meat to
howling Christians. Beautiful.

They know –
masked ICE agents
stalking intelligence,
scenting terror:
the red-hats want this, want it bad;
make it scream, haha.

America knows
“YOU’RE FIRED!”
as the show goes on because
no one cries over spilled milk and
breaking eggs is the business
of America is WWJD. “WWJD!!!”

Rümeysa means
shining star
accomplished
graceful and noble –

next?

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“If we lose freedom of speech, it’s never coming back.”

Elon Musk 

Checking In: Not a Newsletter

The state of L’État

Winter left Los Angeles this week; it’s 80 degrees outside and I’ve run the air conditioner a couple of times “just to make sure it works.” I saw a t-shirt this week that read something like: Los Angeles: Earthquake. Fire. Flood. Democrats. The first three plagues brought a half-sigh from me, as in “Yeah, we’ve been through it, haven’t we.” Especially the fires. Those were scary and I mourn with the people who lost so much. I’ve never known a person whose house burned down. In two days, I knew six.

But…Democrats as a plague? Would that such a plague descend on the whole of the nation! Evidently, my political people have recently decided to experiment with Taoism. “If you don’t resist evil, give it nothing to cling to, it goes away on its own.” WHERE ARE THEY??? Aside from a few quips and a kumbaya gathering outside USAID offices….crickets. MAGA says this is because “the Libs” are exhausted. Maybe. Anybody who feels the connection between recent calls for President Trump to ignore federal courts and Andrew Jackson’s 1830 orchestration of the Cherokee Nation’s Trail of Tears, or finds the President’s reference to Napoleon’s rehashed version of “L’État, c’est moi” a bit…repetitive, has got to be exhausted. Again with the fucking Empire???

It’s not that those who do not know history are doomed to repeat it; it’s that those who know history are doomed to watch. It’s exhausting. It’s this….again. And again and again…because it’s the nature of the nation. Even drugged-out poverty-stricken I-Ching-ing Philip K. Dick realized something was coming to the Land of George Wallace and Home of Floridian HellQueen Anita Bryant. It’s just not that hard to imagine Nazis and Japanese Imperialists taking over a nation that already thinks it’s sport to scare the living daylights out of displaced Haitians and laughable to not laugh at Puerto Rico’s dignity because “it’s just a joke, man.” We weren’t ripe for the picking; we were already on the conveyor belt.

Which Is Why I’m putting out my first and perhaps last recommendation of What To Watch Next:

No review. No plot spoilers. Just Watch It. It’s like truth serum. Heroism is not automatic and neither is resistance. Both are chosen. And come in different forms.

If you’d like to read my take on HOW TO RESIST (I’ll leave heroism to the likes of Sophocles), see my French-channeled piece “Résistance.” (Click the word before “Click the word”) Centuries of ancestors whispered for weeks in my ear: Always remember, they’re hunting you. It was a sobering realization, one every single non-white-non-straight-non-male non-rich person understands intuitively if not physically. The only question is how we respond to the current pogrom. We might be tempted to sit still rather than face the fact that people who scare others into invisibility or cause nightmares that parents will be taken or stand mealy-mouthed behind exquisite pulpits cannot be our friends. They cannot be trusted. They cannot be reasoned with or hoped for. “Maybe they’ll miss us, maybe they’ll change, maybe they’ll…..”

No.

Resist. Pray for them if you must, but resist.

How you do so depends…on you. As Kala tells ever-beautiful yet tragically familied Wolfgang after he’s exchanged gunfire with his uncle’s organized crime syndicate in the wondrous Wachowski piece Sense8 : “I’m not like Sun. I do not know how to use my fists, but that doesn’t mean I don’t know how to fight” — right before she uses spices and a few kitchen implements to blow German criminals sky-high (or at least down the hallway).

She’s a chemist. I’m a thinker. You’re a whatever — lawyer, mother, teacher, bus-driver. We all know how to fight in a way that’s true to our nature. My Great-Great Grandpa-priest fought by running off with my Great-great Grandma-Nun and…BOOM! Me. Fight the way you know how. Because, as Kala says after she destroys Wolfgang’s enemies, “I am not ready to say goodbye.” Not even close.

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For your reading pleasure:

I’m really getting into the whole microfiction genre. If you want a great collection, pick up Robert Scotellaro’s New Micro here. If you’d like to read my latest entries, you can do so here. Of course I like them all, but “Matches” has received some really good feedback (the word “universal” was used). As in all things, have fun reading…which is much easier to do when the story is one-n-done in 300 words.

And just so you know that I know what a podcast is…

I’ve been listening to the Open University on poetic inspiration — as in how to I get inspired? Here’s the link. It’s awesome…and the Irish accents are so, so sexy. If you’ve found yourself where we’ve all found ourselves, time on the hands and nothing to say, listen. It’s about a place to start that DOESN’T involve sacrifices to those horrible Muses.

And for the weirdness factor: there’s a group-cast I listen to all the time called The Whole Rabbit. They cover an incredibly wide range of topics, but principally center on awareness and occult interests. Watch the one on QUANTUM CONSCIOUSNESS here. Because everybody’s got to have a side-interest.

Until later, thanks for clicking your way to me. Be well. And remember, if people who hate like you, something’s wrong.

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Résistance

Resistance is not wearing a pink hat
or marching with a million people
or speaking your dreams
hoping to tame wild beasts.
That’s solidarity, and it won’t work.

Resistance is not trusting love
as the enemy nails beams together.
It is not honesty before Pilate.
It is not true to Self.
Truth is for Jesus, aching to die.

Resistance is silence as you speak lies.
It is saying yes to Christian neighbors
and doing what you can
as you work, as you wait.
It is letting proud boys believe they've won
and their women, that you've found home
as you sow faith and community –
beautiful vines that slowly grow
inch by inch, season by season,
year by year.

Then, then…

when need’s grip snaps grieving sons
and senseless tears, forgotten daughters;
when bereft and lost they reach for
friend, family, husband, wife;
when only hope shields pain
and you stand firmly between
the question and its adjured answer:
then, then remove your mask,
then and only then let it slowly slip
from your always-enraged face —
show them your ageless hate
just once, lonely soldier,
so that as they sink
their departing view

is you.

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Sortes 18 — A little night reading

Writers published in Sortes 18 gathered July 7 to read recent and previously published work. Stories, poems, musical interludes, artful inspiration — is there a better way to spend the evening?

The writers/poets/artists (in order of appearance):

  • JULIA YONG
  • MARK RUSS
  • DANIEL RABUZZI
  • MARTE CARLOCK
  • CHARLES ALBERT
  • JAKE SHEFF
  • MICHAEL THÉRIAULT
  • DIPTI ANAND
  • GREG BECKMAN
  • ROBERT POPE

Enjoy! With thanks to editor Jeremy Tenenbaum for the invitation and awesome atmosphere.

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My reading included poems from Beginning Middle Man, So…What Do You Do?, and Late-Night Lucid. Each is available HERE. Or you could just hit the BOOKS menu button up-top.