Swim Dogs

No one knew who Dylan was swimming for.  Everybody watching him rock his arm muscles before he mounted the block and bent forward following his loose hands down to the lip of the platform assumed it was for the title or maybe for college.  Girls, maybe.  

His dad watched from the stands.  He could see the clock and the block when Dylan pulled back for the spring and looked one last time down the lane because I was down at the end of 25 watching every muscle but also hearing him laugh when we talked about the girls who hid in corners thinking he was perfect when he actually farted a lot and liked Carney’s hotdogs because they made him fart more until his room stank to high heaven and his mom yelled to stop farting so much because it was “stinkin’ up the whole damn house” while his dad laughed and asked from the living room if some of that gas would help in the pool.

All fun and games until we were poolside and Dylan made a deal with me:  “If I come in over 20, name your prize.”  

“Anything?”

“Anything.”

There was no way he was going under 20 seconds.  It was a gimme.  His way of saying he wasn’t afraid.  

He dove through the hoop and dophined once before cresting into power that took our breath in a gasp and then a shout.  Dylan beat water to the wall and flipped.  A wave crashed on deck.  Dolphin.  His legs forged a wake.  I grew proud.  It’d be close.

We sat in his car.  It was dark.  It smelled like chili dogs.

“Loser,” I said.

And he let another one rip.

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Sea Wall with Mountain in Background

“Do you love him?”

We walk the Sea Wall.
He studies the sound,
Grouse Mountain, green-black 
cross-hatch of hemlock and fir.

      “No.”

“Sure?”

      He talks past water
      lapping round rocks,
      love near water
      breathing distant trees.

“Because it’s okay if you do.”

      A canopy.
      I love this place.

“I love that mountain.”

      He loves the mountain.
      Vancouver.
      He loves me.
      All that love.

“Two trees in a forest, eh?
You and me.”

      Side by side,
      friend I love; 
      side by side,
      roots entwined.

      “Yes, you and me.”

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Game

You know that game
where you walk
around chairs to 
music?

	“Musical chairs?”

and one is removed,
leaving someone standing?

	“Yeah?”

I’m the one left standing,
looking at this dumb game,
this violence-inspired
mirror of the human need
to hurt
and wondering

	“Why you ever 
	started to play?”

Yeah.

	“You think too much.”

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Beds

Come make love with me,
my friend.
Show me your self,
	whether you’re fast or slow
	loud or soft —
	curtains opened or curtains 
	closed —
let me know, if only
for a minute or more,
you’re just like all the others
with a few tricks up your sleeve.

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BackAlley Jack

Learning from the best. A new story.

“Our future’s so bright we gotta wear shades.”

Every graduation speech, ever

Everyone tells stories in high school, about what they do and who they get with.   The baseball team at Van Nuys High School, 13000 Oxnard Street, Van Nuys, California, was a great source of these stories.  Whether they were true or not — that didn’t matter. They kept our minds from imploding under the weight of Curricular Standards of Achievement. 

It was 1985, and we were all just waiting to get out into the world, any world. And when that seemed impossible, or would take too long, we took matters into our own hands.  It’s called in Educational Literature “The Creative Relationship to Boredom.”

Where would we be without boredom?  Probably still eating raw meat.

There was Toby “the Bat” Bauer, slugger, blond, a man-child who would eventually go bald and who, it seemed, could inspire quite a few of the teachers.


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